I was born first of a set of identical twins. My parents were expecting a large boy and I was a girl. The afterbirth didn’t come out. Instead my sister, Pam, did. We just happened to be born on our parents’ thirteenth wedding anniversary.
When Pam and I started talking, we had our own language. The adults around us watched our vivacious conversations and wondered what we were saying.
Pam started talking normally and I never made that transition. Most people couldn’t, or wouldn’t, make the effort to understand me.
The attempts to fix my voice included: tonsillectomy, cutting the filament under my tongue (if I was tongue-tied), lots of speech therapy. None of these helped.
After I graduated from high school, Mom drove me through the summer to Pittsburgh to the cleft palate clinic where I went through a series of tests: an x-ray movie of my talking, a tortuous appliance that attached to my upper palate and extended into my throat. Right before the start of my freshman year of college, the doctors determined that I had a hidden cleft palate which could be fixed with a pharyngeal flap.
The operation was scheduled for the following summer. I would have loved to start my college freshman year with a voice that sounded “normal.” But not to be…